Scene Picture for Well Whatever

Hellooo everyone. This… image I’ve been meaning to post for awhile. But well…. I got scareddd and pushed it off. But well. Here it is. (It will be inserted in the actual chapter later)

I got my friend to draw it for me~. Got to love having connections lol. (And money even when you are poor)

Also. Scene is from Chapter 3.Mou Iiya Scene PicAyumi’s hair is dark brown. And thats her legendary starting outfit. ~

Henri has tattoos. From ***** **** *** *****.

Enjoy another story~ by me :D

CLick the link~ And also cough, cough, cooughhhhhhhh.

Its its.

A shounen



In other words, a boys love~ Muwhahaah, this shall be cute.

(Still deciding the rating… I’m thinking maybe R-15, I will add it later, when I actually define the story)

(Also, the story tag… “o~o …. Don’t judge, its just the main character is kinda pervy~ Cough hint :D)

I got my first orbiter ^O^

I have my first follower! (woooooooo) Its the ever so gracious Squinty-san. Big thank you to you Squinty-san for deciding to follow the ever so small me.

Also cough, my fans shall be called orbiters! Lol kufuffufu. I am after all, cough, just a mere star, and my followers, cough, people who, “want to be around me and follow me for all eternity”, or in other words, an orbiter = one who orbits.

Kufufu, lol xD you are my first orbiter Squinty-san

*Note: I will not do a shoutout for all my followers. Just this once since its my -cough cough- First one.

It will happen soon… Kufufufu.

I will be learning japanese soon ! Muwahah! (evil laugh)

Gosh so sorry, my wonderful fans, but onto more serious matters. I will be learning my beloved language of japanese soon, and I will attempt to translate novels in the near future. Kufufu. So many books that need translation.. And I will be attempting to translate them! Muwhahaha. I will be attending college in the near future, and hand in hand with my classes, I will learn japanese.

I know a decent amount of japanese.

Enough to watch anime without subs and still no what the heck is going on.


“Yokata, Ryuu-kun daijobu? Anata… kagashinaide?”

“Un, Miri, ore wa daijobu. Kimi, hekki?”

“un un, watashi wa hekki”

“…. Miri..”

“… Ryuu-kun.. mmmf… Yamate.. Hanase.”

“Demo, Miri wa kwaii to sexy.”

“Choto! Ryuu-kun. Ryuu-kun no hentai!”

“Oi oi.”

And SCENE lol.

Thats a good demonstration of my japanese. And sorry for any mispellings. I learned japanese from hearing, so I’m spelling the romaji based on my hearing and memory, but I will officailly engage in the language soon! So wish me future luck! kfufufu

The reincarnation of a fearful boy. Prologue and Chapter 1

“What’s?! Hoshi-sama, another story?!” Yeah. Another, and so sorry about any errors. I had to post this from my phone. And the internet I have now is limited and my phones dying sorry guys sorry

The prologue is pretty short, so I added it with chapter 1. So enjoy!


Where.. Am I.It’s dark, but it feels good.

This place isn’t scary, I can… Rest in here.

Wherever here is.

When I move around, I feel both wet and not wet at the same time.

Where am I ?

My last memory was…. Death.

If this is where those who die end up. I am ok. I’m fine with that. Its… comfy here.

I’m … Tired.

I will just sleep now.
Chapter 1

“Honey, honey. It’s time!”

“Wh-What do you mean it’s time?! What do you mean?!”

The woman grabs the man by his collar so hard, that he starts choking. If she doesn’t let go, he might die.

“This is the fucking 3rd time! If I say it’s time. What the fuck do you think I mean?! You pathetic husband now go get the fucking Doctor!”

The man, father, realizing his mistake runs away to get the doctor. Half in love for his newborn child, and half in fear of his pregnant wife.


The woman, her water having been broken, collapses on the floor.

After mere moments, the father runs in with a woman in a white coat following immediately behind him.

“Eliza, I’m here! Gregor, get the towels and the necessities! You know what to do. Come Eliza lets go.”

The doctor then flicks her fingers together, and immediately her, and Eliza transfer to a new room.

“Ahhhh! It’s coming! ”

“Yes! It is! I can already see his or her’s head!”

“I’m back! I’ve got the supplies!”

“Put them right next to me!”

“It’s coming! Give me one more hard push!”


The cries of life were heard throughout the entire town.



My warm and dark world, it’s gone.

I see light, and that’s all I see.

I can’t make anything out.

And… I’m so tired.

Back to sleep
“It’s .. It’s a boy! He isn’t crying? That’s a first. I think he’s still sleeping. Although I’ve already checked him out. He is perfectly healthy! I wonder why he’s still sleeping though.”

“Thank you Doctor Mira. And he isn’t crying? He might be a quiet child then. Thank goodness. Judging from my last two sons-”

“Mama, I’m back! We heard that the new baby came ! Is it a boy! Is it a girl! I don’t care! I’m a big brother now! Hahaha!”

Bursting in from the door was the second son, Viktor.

“Viktor! The baby just came out! Mother is probably tired, so calm down.”

Following after him was the first son, William.

“Yea yea yea. I know Will. I’m just.. Excited. I’m a big brother now too. And I’m going to a good one!”

“Pffft. Ok Viktor. ”

“Oi! No laughing!”

Giving Viktor a firm pat on the head, William goes forward to see his new baby brother.

“Hm? He’s not crying? After Viktor was born, I was expecting something much worse after him. Viktor was so loud I had to get out of the room.”

“Oi. Shut up! Don’t talk about that!”

“Haha. I know right? I was expecting a heavy crier too. But no, he’s rather quiet. And he’s just went back to sleep. His name is Lukas. Hi Lukas. These are your brothers, Viktor and William.”

Fast Forward 1 Month.
Lukas, that is my name. It’s been one month since I’ve reincarnated.

That warm space I felt and was in before, it was simply my mother’s womb. After leaving it, my past memories came back.

I was once, Yamada Kyouhei, someone who died at the young age of 21.

I remember it all now, although.

I don’t really care, I don’t regret, I don’t feel anything.

I simply feel… Content at my past life.

I wonder if this life…. Is worth something ?

It’s my turn to babysit Luke today! Yay! Mother is busy with cooking, father is busy with work, and Will-nii is busy with his school activities. He’s probably jealous right now. Our little brother is so cute, but that same cute little brother, is a little weird.

Ever since he came out, he hasn’t cried once. Nothing, no sound at all. He hasn’t said anything.

The doctor said he is healthy so no one really worried about it.

When Lukas was born he didn’t open his eyes, he only opened his eyes right after a couple days passed.

The whole family was worried, so when he finally opened them we were all pretty happy.

But.. I think mother, father, and brother all know this.

Lukas is afraid of all of us, the moment he opened his eyes.

We all saw the fear in his eyes, like he expected us to do something bad to him.

Mother and everyone else aren’t saying anything, but I’m sure they think it’s really weird and hurting.

Their prized child and our cute little brother is afraid of us.

Why? He shouldn’t be that aware.

Maybe Lukas is special?

“Heya Lukas! What’s up little brother?”

Ah~ There’s the look, he’s afraid of me.

Come on come on! I’m not scary. I’m only 13 you know, in those standards. I’m still around your age!

Big bro is 16, there’s no way he is going to get closer to you then me.

“Hey Lukas,”

I lean over his crib and wave my hands in his faces

“I’m not going to hurt you. Neither is mother or father or big brother. So you don’t have to be afraid. I love you. You are family and we all love you. So don’t be afraid?”

I reach out my hand to him, but what am I thinking? He’s barely a year old. It’s not like anythings going to happen.


My brother… He knows that I’m scared.. He is trying to reach me, but what should I do.. This has never happened to me before.

In my past life as, Yamada Kyouhei, I was… Abused by my parents, badly. Everyday, from the time I could remember, I was always hurt. And with time, I realized that it was tiring to feel anything. It was tiring to expect anything. And so, my emotions were then deleted.

This… Is a new life. I know. I know that these people aren’t my parents from before. I should expect more from them, but I couldn’t.

I… Had hope that they weren’t the same, but it soon turned into fear.

And right now, my second oldest brother is saying all this.

I can tell he is nice.

I can tell he loves me.

I can tell, they all do.

My new family.

I want to love them too.

Ah~ he didn’t reach for my hand. I was hoping he did, he didn’t grab it like all babies do.

.. ?!

Lukas, he, he , he, grabbed my hand.

“W.. Mm.. Waahhhh!”

He’s crying, and he’s not letting go of my hand. He’s crying! He’s finally feeling something.

“There there. You don’t have to cry Lukas. Onii-chan is here for you.”

I’m rocking Lukas back and forth and trying to calm him down, but he’s still crying.


Mother, Father, and Big Brother come bursting in!

“I-I heard crying. And was wondering who, but is it really Lukas?”

Yeah, it is. Look, he won’t stop crying and holding onto me.”

“Thank goodness..! Lukas.. Always felt distant, he never cried or did anything and he looked and felt afraid of us..”

“Eliza, look, he’s crying, that means he needs us. Oho.”

Mother fell down on her knees in worry, father is there and is supporting her up.

Yes, everything’s gotten pretty normal now.

Oh? Lukas finally calmed down and is sleeping on my shoulder now.

He’s still clinging to me.

Aww! So cute, Onii-chan is not letting go!


… I wonder why, but ever since Aniki came in and saw me holding Lukas, he’s been giving me the coldest glare ever.





Haha! Be jealous Aniki, Lukas loves me more!

Well Whatever Chapter 5

Hi everyone! Long time no post! And just to let you all know. Umu… My internet is down and I don’t know when I can post again ;-;. I am so sorry. All my friends! So enjoy this chapter and my following post.


Well, Whatever chapter 5
(A/N: well well well, it’s been awhile. I am back! And ready to write more of my stories especially this! I have some cute cute really cute image of the scene in chapter 4 with Ayumi and Henri-kun. Kufufufufu. I got my artist friend to do me a drawing, paid of course. It shall be seen soon. Kinda short. Sorry )
The search magic I invoked has found Henri, but he is not alone. There is someone else with him. They do not appear to be fighting, but.. What is going on?
I run- rush – towards Henri-kun. He isn’t moving, something is happening.

I do not know what.

The trees past by in a blur, my enhanced body easily trespass the rough terrain of this forest, and alas.

I find him.

Who is this girl? That is across from him.

As I draw closer I begin to hear what they are conversing about.

The girl, she’s crying and screaming at Henri-kun.

“I’ve found you! Now, I’ve got to kill you now. Now come here and let me kill you.”

This girls face is so twisted and psychotic.

She unnerves even me.

Henri’s… Back is to me, I cannot see his face.

Are you okay?

This girl appears to be part of the group that helped attacked Henri-kun. Judging from what I have heard thus far, these two appear to be quite close… Possible lovers?

“I can’t possibly show my face to the village now! They’ll think I knew about what you were! You monster! They’ll kill me and condemn! Unless I bring back your head! I’ll kill you!”

This girl.. Is so fucking annoying. My eye twitches just listening to more of her disgusting rabble.

I make a swift motion with my arm in the direction of the girl.

“Girl, just [Sleep].”

She instantly becomes unconscious.


Henri… Hasn’t moved once..

I tread carefully closer to him, and slowly make my way around to see his face.

It’s utter devastation.

“.. A-Ayumi-sama.. I-I deeply apologize..”

“It’s … Ok to cry. I see.”

I gently put my hand to his face, and the instant it touches his face, he completely breaks into tears.

“There there. It’s ok.”

I gently pat his back and hold him in a tender embrace.

He thus begins to speak and explain about everything.


It’s as I surmised.

He told me he has been alive for a good awhile, and that he hated being alone and wanted some company. And so went forward with his plan to pretend to be a human. It worked too, for awhile at least. He met that girl in the same village and began a romance with her. Henri… thought she would accept the fact that he wasn’t human.

His thoughts were wrong, she immediately flew into a panic.

Everyone in the village soon knew.

Henri-kun had enough power to easily take them all down.. But he couldn’t possibly bring himself to hurt his friends..


“Are you well enough now, Henri-kun? Let us be on our way.”

Henri-kun simply nodded and follows my lead, and remembers about that girl.

She’s still sleeping, on the dirty ground. Perfectly fitting her dirty face.

“And I’ll send her to your village. Now come.”

I nonchalantly wave my hand in her direction. And just teleport her to the nearest village.

A few feet from the ground.

Enjoy the pain to your head.

And I hope your body wasn’t that weak that a couple meters from the air headfirst will kill you.

“You aren’t alone now, yes? I’ll be here for you, as a friend and I guess, your master.”

Henri-kun, upon hearing my words, returned it with a clear and bright smile.

The stars and me 

(Here’s another poem? ^~^)

The night brings such comfort,


For I am finally not alone.

In the nights, 

The stars they shine. 

Their ever so bright light.

Their numerous lights.

I have friends finally. 

I don’t need anything else.

It is always ok with just me and the stars. 

I do not need more, 

It’s just the stars I need. 

Even if I want more,

There is no one,

Who will understand.

No one tries except the stars.

I am happy.